I'm beat. But I find that no matter how messed up my sleeping schedule is my body still manages to get up every 2-4 hours. Sometimes it's because I've been disturbed (phone ringing, Jun coming home from work, noise from outside, etc.), sometimes it's my bladder, but most of the time I'm just hungry.

My current sleep pattern is going to bed at 10am (yes! 10 AM) and I wake up around 2pm to eat. I bum around for about an hour or so and then I go back to sleep until 10pm. So I am awake ALL NIGHT and asleep ALL DAY. But mind you, between those 12 hours I get up about 2 or 3 times due to disturbance or to eat.

In a way I take this as baby's way of letting me know what my sleeping pattern will be like once he/she is out. So is there even a point in trying to fix my bad sleeping habit? I don't know.

Yesterday I went in for my monthly doctor's check-up and to get some blood work done. Baby is growing normally, heart rate is as usual, 140. My doctor was super busy yesterday so as soon as she was finished with me she left the room not realizing that I wasn't capable of getting up from the bed by myself. She runs back in to the room a minute later apologizing like crazy, "I am so sorry! I totally forgot that you're like a turtle on its back..." Lol. That made me laugh because it was exactly how I felt. I was flat on my back with nothing to hang on to, and the bed was so narrow so I couldn't exactly support myself in order to get up. I thought I was going to have roll myself off of the bed and pray that somehow I would land safely. Haha.

Hey, count down begins next week! Starting then I only have 10 more weeks to go! I can't believe in just a few more weeks I'm going to be a mother of two! Wow. I'm now more laid back about the idea of having two kids. Just a few months ago I was really worried about how I was going to divide my time between baby and Chei. But I think everything will be fine. Chei's always re-assuring me that she will help me out every step of the way. I know, can you picture my soon to be 5 year old rubbing my belly and telling me that she'll help with the diaper changing, feeding, bathing, playing, etc.? She even asked me if I could teach her how to operate the washing machine so that mommy doesn't have to do it because I'll be too busy with the baby. Lol. She sure does know how make mommy melt. She'll be one awesome big sister.

Anyway, this is for mama dakine023...my best shots ;-)



Boy was that Nikon ever heavy! My little sister took my point & shoot camera so I'm stuck with this massive dslr for now.



And here's moi, workin' it in the bathroom. Every time someone calls me fat (like my sisters who love to make fun of me) I tell them, "Screw you. You're just jealous cuz I've got cuuuurves!" Lol

Oh and Jun called me pretty yesterday when I took these. It felt so nice knowing that he still thinks I'm attractive despite the "curves". I was so cheesed.