Food and money. Those are the two things I have completely lost control over.

{ Money/Makeup } (Skip this if you must) Perhaps it's the fact that I can't really shop for regular clothes and that is why I'm compensating that by shopping for makeup instead. Ever since my whole morning sickness stopped a few months ago, I've been buying makeup and other crap like there's no tomorrow. Sephora.com, Neiman Marcus, Holt Renfrew...I must have ordered from every place that carries high end makeup. You'd think that by not having physical access to NARS, YSL, Laura Mercier, Bobbi Brown, Shu Uemura, etc., that I would just suck it up and go with whatever's available. Wrong! I maxed out one of my credit cards by ordering so much stuff online. [ sigh ] I suck. I see the FedEx guy so often that Jun's beginning to think I'm having an affair with him.

Oh and MAC. Let's not even get started. Actually, I'm surprised I didn't get anything from the Hello Kitty collection. I don't know, I wasn't that into it. But I might get the Hello Kitty tinted lip conditioner in Pink Fish, if I'm lucky. I heard it's sold out everywhere else. Oooh, I thought it's worth mentioning, have you ladies checked out the new Studio Sculpt foundation and concealer? I bought both just recently and I'm lovin' it! I thought I'd hate it because I have combination skin and that it would just make me even more oilier in the t-zone because of the gel-based consistency. Which it did when I sampled it. But that was fixed soon after when I tried it with MAC's primer underneath. The concealer is awesome for spots and blemishes, but not under the eyes. It settled into the little creases under my eyes and made it look like I have wrinkles, which I don't. So I got YSL's Multi-Action concealer instead along with the famous Touche Eclat Luminizer and so far so good. I've only tried it twice with good results, but I'll have to test drive these two some more in order to see if I really like it or not. I'm just so happy that I've found my holy grail Winter foundation in MAC. I had to go back to liquid because mineral makeup was just making my face even dryer with the harsh winds and cold temperatures. Oh and I'm still waiting on Make Up For Ever's HD Invisible Cover Foundation from Sephora.com. We have a MUFE counter here in the city, but they never have my shade in stock so I ordered it instead. Yup, Mr. FedEx guy should be at my front door again in a few days.

{ Food } I eat every 2-3 hours. I'm still a picky eater, but with the foods I do eat...I usually inhale them followed by a grande java chip from Starbucks. And you know how in the beginning of my pregnancy all I craved for were salty foods? Well, now it's sweets! Anything and everything that is made of chocolate I will eat! Chocolate cake, cupcakes, cookies, drinks, bars...if it's made of chocolate, it will be mine. Watch me give birth to a baby cow. A chocolate cow.

I know, I'm disgusting.